I managed to go to my first cosplay picnic, and actually cosplay... it was completely out of my comfort zone. and i dnt know if i'll jump for joy if i have to do it again. but any who... I did enjoy it somewhat i was just overwhelmed.. mostly by the pleated skirt and the large amount of make up i was wearing.

i now find myself having to return to ships in two weeks. thats nothing. though i've been at home for sum time, it feels not enough. again im putting my life on pause, no more cosplay photographer, no more art, no more thinking about games and anime and planning how to make revy's boots or how to get the cape town cosplayers to take more pride in their amazing work. and let me shoot em!

these up coming 8 months are goning to be rough, and i hope i can make it back with most of my senses intact and not competely broken.

right now, i'm just closing my eyes and dreaming of paradise.